When I chose a school for my education, I chose a particular place that was as far away from the old lake house as I could get.
- I genuinely was exhausted from the frigid weather & the wind.
I genuinely didn’t care if I saw another glacier for the rest of my life. I enjoyed waking up in the daytime hours & seeing the ocean from my dorm window, & I never thought I would tire of it. Then, a single day, I woke up & there was a storm brewing. The humidity was horrible, & the air conditioner wasn’t working properly. I had been in school for less than a month, & I was already feeling essentially like I had made a mistake moving here. I couldn’t change schools during the first semester because I worried that my parents would disown me. They put a pretty good amount of money into paying for me to go to school here. I’m basically wishing I could be anywhere except for here when there isn’t any air conditioner equipment working. If I could transport back home, I wouldn’t need to be bothered about the air conditioner equipment in November. Most of the summer, my parents don’t have the air conditioner equipment on. Maybe not needing all that heat in the hot season will make me change my mind about moving back home. To be honest, I know some of my need to transport back to the lake house is mostly out of homesickness & has nothing to do with the lack of air conditioner equipment. That is just an excuse to get my parents to let me come back home, however I’m sure it won’t work. They told me that once I made my choice, there was genuinely no turning back.